I MAKE MY OWN WAY, I study, I work, I
MAINTAIN my friendships, I believe that
everything is worth what you paid for
it, be it in money or personal
investment, and GOD helps those who
help THEMSELVES.
I believe that all my (and everybody
else's) behavior is governed by the
selfish principle. Even if I do
something 'altruistic', I STILL do it
for a selfish reason--I enjoy doing it,
that's all the reason I need, that's
all the reason THERE IS. Altruism in
its pure form does not exist, and,
unlike many, I am honest enough to
admit it.
SO WHAT if what I did, I did for
MYSELF, and NOT for you? Dare you tell
me you didn't enjoy it anyway?!
I place honesty as THE fundamental
value in my value system, especially
when it applies to myself. If I don't
have the guts to be honest with myself,
how can I expect ANYONE to be honest?
A lie MAY cause a disaster, a lie to
myself--ALWAYS WILL.
I custom-made my moral and value system
for myself. Like any custom work, it
took much more investment than
accepting a ready-made item, but, like
any custom-tailored dress, it fits THAT
much better than the ready-made moral
one can easily obtain from the
preaching hypocrites.
I am NOT an easy person to know,
however, I believe that I am quite
worth the effort. If one cannot take
me the way I am, he/she is not worth my
time anyway: would YOU take a doormat
for a friend?
If I am 'not enough' for somebody,
they can fuck off. After all, if being
brave, honest, intelligent, educated,
well-mannered (within reason), and
determined to live my life MY way is
not enough, then WHAT is?
Being called a 'Cold, Heartless,
Calculating Bitch'--by one of my quite
sappy-happy-newly-married male
co-worker who had recently QUIT COLLEGE
to get married--was the highest
compliment I have EVER received. What
prompted him to award me the above
title? Well, the fact that I simply
told him that I would immediately dump
any guy who would tell me that he would
EVEN quit college so that the two of us
could be married. Those who think that
education comes second (to whatever
sentimental bullshit they present as
important), should GET A LIFE!
I WILL NOT marry anyone who makes less
money than I do. That is NOT because I
am greedy. I AM NOT!--in fact, he can
keep his money to himself once we are
married. I just need him to have it so
that I can know that he does not want
me to support him all his
life!
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